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heaviness,
externally (provers 1, 2, 4, 5, 6)
heaviness,
internally, (2, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9)
alternating
with lightness (provers 2, 3)
heat,
vital, lack of (provers 5, 6, 7, 8, 9)
heat,
alt w/ chill (5)
lassitude,
(2, 6, 9)
paralysis,
sensation of (2)
weakness,
(nearly all provers had some form of weakness)
weakness,
with restlessness
weather,
storm, during agg (5)
MIND:
activity,
desire for, exercise, physical
anger,
easily (2, 3)
ANXIETY,
(provers 5, 6, 8)
anxiety,
time is set (4)
anxiety,
when alone
anxiety,
with congestion
anxiety,
driving from place to place
anxiety,
health (1, 2, 4,)
aversion,
people, certain, old women (5)
awkwardness
(2, 5, 7)
company,
aversion to (5)
confounding,
objects and ideas (8, 9)
confusion
of mind, (provers 1, 4, 7, 8, 9)
confusion
of mind, identity, sexual (provers 3, 5, 6, 8,
10)
conscientious,
about trifles (6)
cursing
(1, 2, 3, 5) (many provers used the word “shit” often-
even
during the extraction meeting)
DELUSIONS:
delusion,
he, she is being watched (prover 5)
delusion,
died, and is alive again (prover 1)
delusion,
1000 fingers scratching his body
delusion,
dirty, foul, everything is
delusion,
floating on a man's back (2)
delusion,
followed by men
delusion,
followed by garbage
delusion,
hears retching (5)
delusion,
garbage is beautiful (5)
delusion,
garbage is moving (5)
delusion,
beautiful things, look, everyone (9)
delusion,
frenzy of hands while washing face (5)
delusion,
animal,is (5)
delusion,
eyes darting like an animal (5)
delusion,
visions of, dead animals with insects eating out eyes
delusion,
body and mind are separated (5)
delusion,
inferior and superior at same time (2)
delusion,
lighter (2, 3)
delusion,
metamorphis (1)
delusion, vision like a kaleidoscope (1)
delusion,
sees 100 eyes (5)
delusion,
sees insect eggs and fish eggs (5)
delusion,
of maggots, vermin, insects
delusion,
more masculine (3)
delusion,
separated from group (9)
delusion,
surrounded by corruption, decay (5)
delusion,
smell
delusion,
talking as if asleep (1)
delusion,
unappreciated (1, 2, 3, 9)
delusion,
water ,foul
delusion,
younger (2)
despair
desires,
love, romantic (9)
desires,
vacation, holiday (5)
DREAMS:
dreams,
abortion
dreams,
babies, sick
dreams,
beaches
dreams,
betrayal
dreams,
black, oily, glob
dreams,
blood
dreams,
boats
dreams,
bombs
dreams,
cats
dreams,
criminals
dreams,
crypt
dreams,
corruption
dreams,
decomposition
dreams,
dead friends
dreams,
dead relatives
dreams,
disgusting (provers 5, 9)
dreams,
dirt (prover 5)
dreams,
dogs, black
dreams,
drowning
dreams,
dying, of cholera (5)
dreams,
elevators
dreams,
excrements (prover 5; many provers used the word
“shit”)
dreams,
factory
dreams,
falling (prover 8)
dreams,
falling into water
dreams,
fire (prover 6, 8, 9)
dreams,
floods
dreams,
flying (prover 2)
dreams,
flying from room to room
dreams,
fish
dreams,
floating (prover 2)
dreams,
ghosts
dreams,
glass buildings
dreams,
grass
dreams,
games
dreams,
hair, red
dreams,
horses
dreams,
homosexuals
dreams,
houses (provers 2, 5, 7, 8)
dreams,
islands
dreams,
Italy, Mediterranean images
dreams,
landlord
dreams,
lewd, lascivious
dreams,
lewd, lascivious with orgasm
dreams,
looking down from above
dreams,
marriage, weddings
dreams,
Mediterranean
dreams,
money
dreams,
monsters
dreams,
murder
dreams,
nuns
dreams,
pedophilia
dreams,
picking sores until they bled (5)
dreams,
police (provers 5, 6)
dreams,
pregnant
dreams,
pursued
dreams,
prostitutes
dreams,
rape
dreams,
soldiers (provers 5, 7)
dreams,
red dress
dreams,
Russian soldier, being, Grand Armee (5)
dreams,
sewer
dreams,
sexual
dreams,
sexual violence
dreams,
sharks
dreams,
skating
dreams,
surgery
dreams,
swimming
dreams,
threatening (threats?) (provers 3, 6, 8, 9)
dreams,
toilet
dreams,
trolls, crones
dreams,
tumor
dreams,
tunnels
dreams,
violence
dreams,
war
dreams,
water (provers 5, 6, 8, 9; recurring dreams)
dreams,
water, dirty (prover 5)
dreams,
water, falling into
dreams,
water, people swimming in (prover 5, 6)
dreams,
water, swimming in (prover 5, 6)
dreams,
water, falling into (prover 9)
dreams,
worms
dreams,
vivid
dwelling
on past disagreeable circumstances (2, 3)
elation
(2, 4, 5)
extravagance
(5)
fastidious
(3, 6, 9)
FEARS:
fear,
accident (6)
fear,
for others
fear,
homosexuality (5)
fear,
abandonment by wife (5)
fear,
men, African American (9)
fear,
sexual assault (9)
forgetfulness
(3, 4, 5, 8, 9)
forgotten,
something, feels as if he had (8, 9)
forsaken
forsaken,
sensation of isolation (1, 2, 3, 9)
hopeless
(3, 2, 9)
impatience,
with children (1, 2, 3, 9)
indolence
(1, 8)
industrious
(2)
irresolution
(7)
loathing,
self (2, 3)
love,
of opposite sex
memory,
weakness of (provers 3, 7)
memory, weakness of, for proper names (prover 7,
3 times)
memory,
weakness of, for words (prover 5)
mistakes,
talking, words (5)
mistakes,
gender (6)
mistakes,
in localities (8)
mistakes,
about objects (8, 9)
mistakes,
names (7)
pities
herself, (provers 1, 2, 3, 9)
reproaches,
others (9)
restlessness
restlessness,
with pain
sadness
(provers 3, 5, 7)
sadness,
before menses
sensitive,
to noise (9)
high
pitched noise (9)
stupefaction,
as if intoxicated (1, 3)
sympathy,
desires (1, 2, 3, 9)
suicidal
thoughts (2, 3)
thoughts,
rapid (1)
weeping,
tearful mood, tendency (provers 3, 7)
weeping,
causeless (7)
VERTIGO:
in
am (4)
light
headed (6)
drifts
or falls (5, 6)
falling
to left (5)
HEAD:
dry,
flaking, scalp (5)
HEAD
PAIN:
headache,
frontal, pressure (6)
dull,
gripping like too much caffeine (9)
dull
occiput (1)
throbbing
head and above eyes (6)
pressure,
frontal (6)
pressure
temples (5) <lying down
head
pain before menses (3, 4)
EYE:
sty
right eye
discharge
right eye
eyelid
opens and shuts involuntarily
eye,
dryness
VISION:
difficulty
focusing
as
if a bug was flying in peripheral sight (prover #7)
blurry
when reading (4)
EAR:
pain,
aching
noises,
ringing
eruption,
oozing, earlobe
pain,
cutting
HEARING:
noises,
like honey (5)
sounds
are stretched (5)
FACE:
inflammation,
parotid gland (prover 1)
eruption,
herpetic, lip (provers 3, 5, 8)
eruption,
herpetic, lip, lower (provers 5, 8)
eruption,
herpetic, mouth, corners of (prover 6)
(3
provers had at least a 6 month “cure” of their herpes)
eruptions,
forehead (prover 5; new symptom persisted)
eruptions,
eyebrows, painful to touch (5)
eruption,
over left eye (5)
MOUTH:
mouth,
hemorrhage, gums (provers 7, 9)
mouth,
saliva, in gushes
mouth,
saliva, profuse
mouth,
salivation with mumps (prover 1)
taste,
lemons in mouth (2)
gums,
spongy (9)
lower
gum line feels thin and stings (5)
chancre
sore on tongue (6)
chancre
sore on lip (3)
breath,
odor, fetid (5)
crack,
lip, split (5)
frothy
mucous on waking
TEETH:
toothache
while eating chocolate (4)
teeth
ache (6)
pain
right lower teeth (7)
NOSE:
catarrh
(4)
obstruction
(4)
odors,
imagined and real, fruit, peaches
odors,
imagined and real sulfur
SMELL:
acrid
smell about me (10)
odor
of chemicals in air - couldn't breathe (2)
the
remedy smelled like quite ripe peaches (5)
acute
sense of smell(5)
THROAT:
sore
throat (8)
sore
throat >tea (4)
sore
throat w/ears tickling (4)
EXTERNAL
THROAT:
pain,
sub-mandular, left side
tightness
EXPECTORATION:
mucous,
throat, stuck
greenish
yellow
yellow
STOMACH:
pain
and gas (3, 5)
appetite
ceaseless (3)
appetite
wanting for dinner (3)
upset
stomach >drinking cold water (5)
pain
sharp (6)
pain
w/ belching (5, 7)
appetite
wanting (4)
spikes
or flashes of nausea (8)
sour
eructations (5)
ABDOMEN:
pain,
knot
pain,
sharp over bowel
pain,
dull
BACK/NECK::
Back/neck:
sensation of gap in mid-back; as if back were separated
(5)
pain,
nape neck (4)
pain,
coccyx
dull,
throbbing pain
tension,
neck/shoulders
neck
pulling to left
CHEST:
pain,
mammae, nipples, in men
pain,
mammae, menses, before (prover 4; new symptom)
swelling,
mammae, menses, before (prover 4; new symptom)
pain,
gas, center chest, radiating
pain,
constriction
pain,
aching
EXTREMITIES:
awkwardness
(provers 2, 3, 5, 7)
awkwardness,
hands
awkwardness,
lower limbs
coldness,
feet
numbness,
insensibility (provers 4, 8,
9)
numbness,
insensibility, upper limbs (provers 4, 9)
numbness,
lower limbs
numbness,
arms on waking
numbness,
feet
EXTREMITY
PAIN:
joints
shoulders
hurt laying on side (7) in bed
right
shoulder ache ext to wrist (7) in bed
ache,
upper ext.
ache,
upper ext. at night (8)
ache,
shoulders
ache
upper arms
cracking
pain groin <-- walking (6)
pain,
lancinating, knee
soreness,
feet, soles
pinching,
wrist
throbbing
pain, hip
throbbing,
wrist
stiffness
FEMALE:
eruption,
herpetic (provers 3, 6)
eruption,
boil, labia (6)
sexual,
desire, increased (provers 2, 6, 9)
masturbation,
desire to (6)
menses,
painful, dysmenorrhea (prover 4)
menses,
brown discharge (prover 4; new symptom)
menses,
profuse (prover 4; new symptom)
menses,
intermittent, (prover 4, 9)
menses,
spotting (6)
pain,
lower vaginal region (6)
pain,
ovary, left
sharp
pain, cervix (prover 9)
sharp
pain, left ovaries (prover 4; new symptom)
HEAT:
fever,
high (4)
MALE:
male,
sexual desire increased,
pain,
testes
pain,
testes, pinching (R. and radiating to thigh)
penis,
flaccid
impotent
PERSPIRATION:
night
sweats (7)
RECTUM:
rectum,
constipation (provers 4, 5, 7, 9)
must
strain
urging
absent
insufficient,
incomplete, unsatisfactory
excessive
flatulence, smelly (5, 7)
STOOL:
dry
pasty
soft
color,
light brown
loose
(7)
RESPIRATION:
shortness
of breath
SKIN:
ERUPTIONS (provers 3,
5, 6, 7, 8)
eruptions, herpetic (same provers)
boil
right upper back (6)
eruption,
cervical area (5)
rash,
red, above L axilla after bathing (6)
rash,
flat,
pink, scaly on chest (6)
bumps,
raised,
red, upper thigh (8)
eczema, hands
skin,
greasy
(5)
SLEEP:
deep,
soporific sleep (5)
fetal
position, right side (9)
snoring
during nap (9)
overwhelming desire to sleep (1)
deep
unrefreshing sleep (5)
waking
groggy (1, 3)
sleeping
early (5)
restless
(7)
waking
late (7)
sleepiness
(6)
URINE:
musty
smelling (6)
SEEMINGLY
CURED SYMPTOMS:
TMJ
of 1 year duration disappeared (prover 5)
Rheumatoid
Arthritis, more than 10 years of pain disappeared
Numbers
of cases of herpetic eruptions disappeared for at
least
6 months
mouth,
dry, before sleep (had the symptom for 3 months
before
the proving)
NEW
REPERTORY RUBRICS FOR MUSCA DOMESTICA:
mind,
dreams, sexual
mind,
dreams, sexual, violent (rape)
mind,
dreams, mediterranean scene
mind,
dreams, beach
mind,
dreams, homosexual
mind,
dreams, men, gay
mind,
dreams, trolls, crones, etc.
mind,
dreams, corruption
mind,
dreams, decomposition, decay, rotting, etc.
mind,
dreams, toilet, sewer, etc
mind,
dreams, tunnel
mind,
dreams, boats
mind,
dreams, grass
mind,
delusion scratched by 1000 fingers
IDEAS
DIFFICULT TO REPERTORIZE:
prover
#4 had image of picking sores until they bled,
just
before taking the remedy.
prover
#7 feels this is the spirit of an insect or rodent
prover
#9 said “life is a hopeless dump”
the
word shit comes up often with provers 1, 2, 3
prover
# 1 says “i feel like I’ve woken from the dead”
after
mumps, and “I feel like I’ve gone through
a
metamorphosis”.
prover
#1 had kaleidoscopic images
provers
# 9, 10 had paranoia about black men (mind, fear, ?)
symptoms
surrounding car problems-- mixed up keys, locked
keys
in car, car went off road (provers 3, 6, 8)
many
strange or perverted sexual thoughts and dreams
(see
dreams sexual) guilty pain in stomach (4)
SPECIAL
PROVER’S SYMPTOMS: (not rubrics) (#5)
del.
frenzy of hands when washing face
del.
the water on his wrist looks like many eyes
del.
lint on robe looks like nest of insects or fish eggs
del.
sees hundreds of eyes in soap foam
del.
garbage moved
del.
surrounded by corruption and decay
del.
was in Grand Armee and dying of cholera on his
return
from Russia
del.
feels like an animal with eyes darting about
del.
hears retching in subway
vision
of dead squirrel with beetles and wasps burrowing into
its
collapsed eyes
homophobia,
fear/ obsession with homosexuality
thinks,
sees, “Italian” people and things (also #2 & others,
“things
Mediterranean")
desire
to stay home and protect wife
fears
wife is leaving him
flinched-
thought wife would hit him
had
a compulsive need to buy things
was
drawn to brackish water in subway
he
thought remedy was degrading and decomposing
he
opened a book to random page and it was about maggots
cleaning
pearls
his
wife guesses that the remedy is a sea worm or a fly
he
thought the remedy was about garbage- the word garbage
keeps
coming up
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